I recently received a personal journal entry from my friend Wendy Garner that was so encouraging to me. She didn’t put two and two together until long after her journal was written. When she realized that the young man she journaled about back in December was in fact my brother Benjamin, who has Down Syndrome, she forwarded me her journal entry. I was moved by it and wanted to post it today in hopes that you would be moved to become more simple-hearted as well.
Meeting Jesus
What would Jesus look like today if He walked the earth? Would we recognize Him? I believe I saw Him in the eyes of a very humble man.
Scripture tells us, “He had no beauty or majesty to attract us to Him, nothing in His appearance that we should desire Him,” Isaiah 53:2. I guess that means we’d only recognize Him by His heart.
My story is one of many frazzled mothers of preschoolers. I’ve been blessed with two boys, 22 months apart. Cole is 4; Reece is 2. Little angels or double trouble; from day to day, moment to moment I never really know which I’ll get. Let’s just say on this day their halos were quite askew!
It was the middle of the Christmas holiday rush. I thought I could “dash” into Family Christian bookstore with two preschoolers in tow. I’d pick up the items I needed and we’d be on our way. (Call it a mother’s amnesia. The last time I was able to “dash” into a store I was also able to talk on the phone uninterrupted and sleep through the night. Some things will never be the same!) Everything went as expected. A few, “don’t-touch-that-put-that-downs” later it was time to check out and we’d be on our merry way. But alas it was the holiday season. The checkout lines were long. We’ll have to wait. My arms were full of merchandise. Not a free hand in sight, which is delight to the eyes of a preschooler. You can almost see their little minds putting the pieces of the puzzle together: mommy’s trapped, she can’t get me, I can do what I want and best of all… I have an audience!
I should say, separately my boys are saints. Sweet, good-natured, mild mannered, but when they’re together it can be like a pack of wild dogs. A gang mentality takes over as each tries to one- up the other in devilish delight. They start with picking through (and trying to put in their pockets) the knick-knacks that are at the checkout counter, thousands of little bracelets, rings and crosses. You know, the merchandise that’s just at eye level for a pre-schooler, a mother’s nightmare. With my hands full, the only weapon I have is my voice. “Stop that!” “Cole!” “Reece!” “Put that down!” Then they start running circles… around me, then around the customers. A kind lady behind me says, “I remember those days. They know when your hands are full.” Then she told me about how she carried a fly swatter around in her purse for just the occasion. (Note to self!) Then I hear it, “Ding dong!” “Ding dong!” “Ding dong!” I look and my two year old has the door chime in his hand! Every move he makes, it chimes.
This time I have no choice but to step out of line long enough to repair the store’s security system. When I step back in line, more chaos ensues. That’s when I see him. I had noticed him a few minutes earlier but in my frazzled state paid little attention. A brown haired man around the age of thirty, bent down. I instantly recognized his distinct features. He had Down’s Syndrome. But while his handicap caught my attention, his heart captivated my children.
While kneeling down to their level and looking intently in their eyes he started first with small talk, then the sweetest words. “Jesus wants you to obey your mommy,” he said. For a moment my children were spellbound. I think I and the other customers in line around me were as well. He went on to tell them about Jesus and His love.
Who was this man? His sweet spirit and kind words to my children brought peace to a frustrated mother’s heart and broke through the mad holiday rush. You could feel the tension in line relax, as if in an instant we were all reminded to slow down and cherish the true meaning behind the season. Then as if scripted to ease the depth of the moment and provide comedic relief, he announced, “If you obey, then your mommy will get you ice cream!” Fellow parents in line joined me with a chuckle.
Soon after, I made it to the cash register and completed my purchase. As I loaded my kids and Christmas gifts into the car I couldn’t get the man out of my head. A man, who despite his disability, was an inspiration. Who was he? I felt like he was a gift from God, as Christ-like a person as I’ve ever met.
So would we recognize Jesus if we saw Him? I believe I did through the eyes of a very humble man. I saw Jesus in his heart.
12/05 wg